It’s time to post Q1 portfolio results and they do not make pretty reading. While I try and always remember the Charlie Munger quote along the lines of “unless you are able to react to a 50% drawdown with equanimity, you are not fit to be an investor in common stocks”, it is incredibly jarring to lose over a 1/3 of your net worth when you had mentally earmarked that for certain things such as a house deposit and a retirement done day. Such a drawdown will cause anyone to reassess their life plans and, combined with the certainty of a massive global recession, which can affect job prospects, it’s extremely worrisome.
In terms of the drawdown itself, I am of the belief that no one could have incorporated the possibility of this pandemic into their portfolio positioning and outcomes have been somewhat random. If you owned a portfolio of tech stocks, for example, you’ve probably done relatively well, but you didn’t own that portfolio because of the possibility of a pandemic so I wouldn’t call that “skill”, per se. I think the true skill will be in how people react from here and rebuild portfolios in a world of uncertainty and binary outcomes. Will we have a prolonged depression? Will there be the sudden announcement of a vaccine?
I have taken a hit of approximately 33%, and there’s really only fall that really bothers me – that of Crystal Amber, the UK activist fund that I bought as a market hedge of all things. It’s true that they held FTSE put options that came good in February. They weren’t rolled into March. And so I was left owning a portfolio of poor quality UK companies which all fell precipitously at the same time as the fund itself went from trading at a 10% to 30% discount to NAV. Result – a disaster.
Another disaster is Dignity. Now I think some its terrible performance is due to the coronavirus epidemic and the fact that it will be overloaded with deaths, and it won’t be able to service those at a price point that enables it to benefit from increased demand. But I also missed the fact that it would need to bring property leases onto its balance sheet, as well as the possibility which that it would consolidate its trusts as it has done. Along with its securitised debt and the pension liabilities, the debt load will look terrifying to investors, and events have represented an almost perfect storm.
Two of my market hedges that have performed reasonably well are Berkshire and IG Group, and I think both can emerge well from the current crisis.
Rolls Royce, Allied Minds, Fiat and Card Factory are collateral victims of the virus, nothing more and nothing else. Maybe I should have sold Rolls Royce sooner but I’m not going to beat myself up about these.
So now… the rebuilding has to begin. I think we are in an incredibly bifurcated market where part of the market has been virtually untouched by events and the half that has seen its revenues affected by the shutdown has been absolutely slammed. Given that many, including me, feel that the “quality” basket is due some punishment, where does this leave me? Rooting around in the bargain bin I guess, trying to find a few gems and trying not to continue my mistakes of the last half decade.
In the meantime, this lifted my spirits and resolve: https://www.longriverinv.com/blog/the-practice-of-value-investing-by-li-lu